When?

When was the last time I truly laughed?
Before I realised I have to earn money to look after myself.

When was the last time I cried my heart out?
The day I realised I have to earn money to look after myself.

When will I finally live?
The day I am truly free.

When will I be truly free?
When I am gone. Forever.

I fear…

I stand today on the edge of greatness and I ask myself what Coach Carter asked his players “What is your deepest fear?”

I fear not the storms or winds,
That thrash and howl all life long,
Nor the big mountains that stand before,
I stay strong, I stay strong.

I fear not any disappointments,
That will accompany my success all along,
Betrayal of false friends cant stop me,
I stay strong ,I stay strong.

Love might run away,
And leave me all forlorn,
I fear not the aches of the heart,
I stay strong, I stay strong.

I fear I might fail you dear,
In my quest for glory and gong,
Pick me up when I fall down,
I must stay strong,I must stay strong.

- from me to my InnerSelf